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I used the Equate test last night, and it was negative. I used one of the digi’s this morning, negative too… I am SO bummed right now! I am done testing, and will wait for Wednesday’s beta… part of me hopes my IPs would consider cycling again, but I really doubt they will. I feel like my body let everyone down, but I know it’s out of our control, and that it has more to do with the embryos then me… but I just wonder if somehow, I could have done something better or different. I know in my head I couldn’t – I just wanted this to work SO badly… Maybe there will be a miracle on beta day, but as you can tell by my tone, I feel like it’s over… :(