It’s raining…

At least it feels that way, in my heart… I just don’t understand what is going on with me… no one does which makes it that much more frustrating. But here I am, with an update that my lining went down to a 5.1mm and there was fluid again. I sent Terri at Cooper an e-mail, and will wait for their instructions but I’m sure this cycle is canceled and I’ll start meds to induce a period and we’ll go from there… sigh… what else is there to say? This has been such a long and hard road already; I just know there has to be some sort of silver lining and reason for it all…