How nervous am I right now?

You just wouldn't believe. I am trying SOOO HARD to keep my nerves in check right now. I feel like tomorrow could make or break me... I don't know why but this one feels like an even bigger deal. Maybe because I know this protocol SHOULD work for me, and if it hasn't I am going to be devastated.

I'm drinking my soy milk and trying to distract myself. Tomorrow can't be here soon enough... 8:00 ultrasound...